December 12, San Francisco, CA:  

Santa???

Lots of things on my mind.  I had been thinking about the combo of a career high tech and my photography as a zero sum proposition.  But I can do them both.  I need to do them both.  One feeds me...and the other literally feeds me.  But a quote keeps ringing in my head:

"We all chase money, 'cause we're afraid to chase dreams."  -Murs

I think what I want to carry forward, no matter what combination of things I pursue, is a sense that deferred gratification is not something I want to be a guiding principal of my life.  It's so easy to make decisions based on the good things that might possibly happen.  Especially when choosing a job.  All the thoughts of what something "could be in a couple years" could never justify day-by-day misery...or even dissatisfaction.  To use a well-worn phrase, life is way too short.  I guess that is what drove me to leave my last role.  I need to do more thinking about how I can and should apply this way of thinking to my personal life.
Early morning light on alpine snow poles, Mt Stirling. Mt Buffalo (L) and Mt Cobbler (R) are in the distance, with smoke from a nearby bushfire filling the valleys below around 1000m
Lone snow gum at sunrise, with Mt Buffalo (L) and Mt Cobbler (R) in the distance. Taken from Mt Stirling. Smoke from a nearby bushfire fills the valleys below around 1000m
Early morning light on alpine snow poles and 4wd track, Mt Stirling. Mt Buffalo (L) and Mt Cobbler (R) are in the distance, with smoke from a nearby bushfire filling the valleys below around 1000m
Sunrise over Mt Buggery, Crosscut Saw and Mt Howitt from Mt Stirling. The planet Mercury is visible over the Crosscut Saw (in a larger version of this image). Smoke from a nearby bushfire fills the valleys below around 1000m
Sunrise over Mt Cobbler from Mt Stirling. Mt Buffalo far left. Smoke from a nearby bushfire fills the valleys below around 1000m
Early morning light over Wabonga Plateau from Mt Stirling. Smoke from a nearby bushfire fills the valleys below around 1000m
Snow gums still recovering from 2003 bushfires, with smoke haze from a current bushfire beyond
Lone snow gum at sunrise, with Mt Buffalo (L) and Mt Cobbler (R) in the distance. Taken from Mt Stirling. Smoke from a nearby bushfire fills the valleys below around 1000m
Lone snow gum at sunrise, with Mt Buffalo (L) and Mt Cobbler (R) in the distance. Taken from Mt Stirling. Smoke from a nearby bushfire fills the valleys below around 1000m
Lone snow gum at sunrise, with Mt Buffalo (L) and Mt Cobbler (R) in the distance. Taken from Mt Stirling. Smoke from a nearby bushfire fills the valleys below around 1000m
See photo in original gallery.