2/8
Day 290.
"THOUGHTFUL"
Before I go on - What does "catchy" really mean anyway?
I've done a lot of thinking about my life - my job - where I want to be in the next 5 yrs... etc - yadda, yadda, yadda! I am constantly thinking about what I'd rather be doing & what I think I would love to do with my life. Constantly dreaming. Do others do that? Or am I the only one who feels like I've been constantly dreaming and thinking about what I wish my life was like? However, I don't seem to ever really go for anything. Too much security in the known, unfortunately. With that said - this project has definitely taught me a lot and not only have I learned about the camera and a little about photography, I've learned most about myself.
I miss my family and I'm constantly thinking about them as well. Especially right now - the loss of my Grandfather has me thinking of him & more so my mom all day long. And then I am also watching a friend / co-worker go through something that I just can't even imagine and I refuse to think about (watching her mom whom only has days / weeks left). It just breaks my heart. But this too is a huge reason as to why I want to be back in my home town. Near my family. Sometimes I think I make myself crazy, though, thinking about all of these things. Why do I torture myself? Why do I let my mind wander?
As a side note - this would have been better had I not cut off the top of my head, right?
Day 290.
"THOUGHTFUL"
Before I go on - What does "catchy" really mean anyway?
I've done a lot of thinking about my life - my job - where I want to be in the next 5 yrs... etc - yadda, yadda, yadda! I am constantly thinking about what I'd rather be doing & what I think I would love to do with my life. Constantly dreaming. Do others do that? Or am I the only one who feels like I've been constantly dreaming and thinking about what I wish my life was like? However, I don't seem to ever really go for anything. Too much security in the known, unfortunately. With that said - this project has definitely taught me a lot and not only have I learned about the camera and a little about photography, I've learned most about myself.
I miss my family and I'm constantly thinking about them as well. Especially right now - the loss of my Grandfather has me thinking of him & more so my mom all day long. And then I am also watching a friend / co-worker go through something that I just can't even imagine and I refuse to think about (watching her mom whom only has days / weeks left). It just breaks my heart. But this too is a huge reason as to why I want to be back in my home town. Near my family. Sometimes I think I make myself crazy, though, thinking about all of these things. Why do I torture myself? Why do I let my mind wander?
As a side note - this would have been better had I not cut off the top of my head, right?
2/8
Day 290.
"THOUGHTFUL"
Before I go on - What does "catchy" really mean anyway?
I've done a lot of thinking about my life - my job - where I want to be in the next 5 yrs... etc - yadda, yadda, yadda! I am constantly thinking about what I'd rather be doing & what I think I would love to do with my life. Constantly dreaming. Do others do that? Or am I the only one who feels like I've been constantly dreaming and thinking about what I wish my life was like? However, I don't seem to ever really go for anything. Too much security in the known, unfortunately. With that said - this project has definitely taught me a lot and not only have I learned about the camera and a little about photography, I've learned most about myself.
I miss my family and I'm constantly thinking about them as well. Especially right now - the loss of my Grandfather has me thinking of him & more so my mom all day long. And then I am also watching a friend / co-worker go through something that I just can't even imagine and I refuse to think about (watching her mom whom only has days / weeks left). It just breaks my heart. But this too is a huge reason as to why I want to be back in my home town. Near my family. Sometimes I think I make myself crazy, though, thinking about all of these things. Why do I torture myself? Why do I let my mind wander?
As a side note - this would have been better had I not cut off the top of my head, right?
Day 290.
"THOUGHTFUL"
Before I go on - What does "catchy" really mean anyway?
I've done a lot of thinking about my life - my job - where I want to be in the next 5 yrs... etc - yadda, yadda, yadda! I am constantly thinking about what I'd rather be doing & what I think I would love to do with my life. Constantly dreaming. Do others do that? Or am I the only one who feels like I've been constantly dreaming and thinking about what I wish my life was like? However, I don't seem to ever really go for anything. Too much security in the known, unfortunately. With that said - this project has definitely taught me a lot and not only have I learned about the camera and a little about photography, I've learned most about myself.
I miss my family and I'm constantly thinking about them as well. Especially right now - the loss of my Grandfather has me thinking of him & more so my mom all day long. And then I am also watching a friend / co-worker go through something that I just can't even imagine and I refuse to think about (watching her mom whom only has days / weeks left). It just breaks my heart. But this too is a huge reason as to why I want to be back in my home town. Near my family. Sometimes I think I make myself crazy, though, thinking about all of these things. Why do I torture myself? Why do I let my mind wander?
As a side note - this would have been better had I not cut off the top of my head, right?
